23 Truths Tagged by Taren who Tagged Everyone :)

1. I wish I was Harry Potter
2. Sometimes I go days with out brushing my hair
3. I don't shave my legs a lot
4. I don't wash my face before bed ( good one Taren)
5. I have cold but sometimes sweaty hands and feet and I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT!!!
   
6. I didn't work out last night like I should of
7. I love cuddling with anyone I can, well maybe not anyone, but mostly anyone.
8. I have a bear I sleep with at night
9. I hate when people call me Jessica
10. Four is my favorite number
11. My hair is damaged to the roots and I am MEGA PISSED!
12. I could eat a bean and cheese Burrito anytime any day
13. I want to become a flight attendant
14. I really wanna take mixed martial arts classes
15. I wish I was a hippie in some ways
16. I LOVE NERTS! Thanks Marf
17. I am super scared of letting myself like someone, and I probably hold back a lot of the times.
    
18. Sunflowers and Tulips are my favorite flowers
19. I am super bad about making decisions
20. I am cold 70% of the time
21. I actually wanna finish college
22. I am a flake, and forgetful
23. I will sometimes not answer my phone or texts on purpose ( hey everyone does it!)

I TAG EVERYONE ALSO JUST LIKE MY SWEET TMOMMA! WUVS TO THE WORLD!!!!!!

True Wuv for Each Other



I have had the fact of being a "True/Good Friend" on my mind lately. I know what my idea of a true/Good Friend is but not sure what others think. I try super hard to be a really good friend to others but know I am not perfect. So what do you think a true friend is? And how can you be a good friend to others?
I googled it and here are some things that others have said....

• We don't worry about courtesies, we can call each other at any hour about anything.
• Not worrying about exposing ourselves, we can speak our mind, say anything we want, and not worry about them judging us.
  
• We can unguard ourselves.
  
• Supportive, and understanding.
• Will be there for us with out expecting anything in return.
• The will help us with no extent, they will do anything in their power to help us.
  
• They will support you even if the whole world opposes you.

Well those were just a few things out of so many. We all need to have good friends in our lives. They help us feel good and happy. They are also straight up and tell you how it is. You need someone that you can talk to about anything always. Someone you know who really cares to listen and wants to know what is going on with your life. We need someone that asks you questions and doesn't only worry about themselves. Someone who is unselfish. Someone that when you ask them about their day asks you back about yours and isn't doing it out of common courtesy. Someone who loves and cares for you the way you are. Someone who has the desire to be there no matter what. Who doesn't get sick of you when your on a downer they are just understandable because one day they will be there too. Someone who will come over at 3 in the morning just because you need them. Someone who really knows you. We all need someone. But to get someone you have to give back also. The key to receiving and keeping a good/true friend is that the relationship is two sided. You can't expect your friends to stick around forever if you don't give back to them and show you care also. We need to be a good/true friend to receive one.
I challenge everyone to try and be a better friend this week. Try to get to really know the person you care about. Learn one new thing about them. Show them that you love them. Make sure they know your there, and be there. Listen, be understanding, patient, honest.

My New Life With out Russia.............

I have been home a month now from Russia. My blog was originally for me and in Russia, but I decided to extend this blog further more after because I sit at home bored all day so why not blurb about it. I spent my first few weeks at home with family spending Christmas together, new years and what not. Me and my sister took a road trip up to Utah to drop of my bro Danny and to get all of our stuff that was still in Utah and move it home. We took 12 hours driving to Utah because we were making music videos and taking pictures and discovering the Mars of ZZYZX road, The craziest adventure ever. So then I come home sit around hate life and I decide a week later to move back up to Utah. Crazy I know right. Well so two weekends after just up there I move back to Utah. After a week of living in Utah I basically hated my life there too, complicated haha. So the first weekend I was there I took a road trip home, it was great being there with
Family and friends. I didn't know what to do anymore, move home to California or stay in Uta? Well I am back in Utah right now. I have a job interview at Wingers today, and trying to apply for a phlebotomy program. The only thing about that, that sucks is that it is still pending so it might not start till the end of March! GRR!!! So I still don't know what to do with my crazy life... I will keep you posted on my thoughts and feelings on life.. until then....